To:The one whom I adored.

To: (The One Whom I Adored.)
___________________

I was yours,...
but now I am nothing.
faithless and untrue
 forevermore.
(cursing every heart
still beating.)

It's easy isn't it?...
to bury the pain
somewhere deep,
and pretend you forget.
(the way it feels to hold hands
and laugh at Loveless Hypocrites.)

The problem I have is remembering;
when I see a happy couple smiling,
(Content in the presence of eachothers'
 company.)

I often grit my teeth in rage,
and clench trembling fists till my palms
start bleeding...
All because of you.
(whom I once adored.)
You, who left me
A Cold and faithless
Monster now forevermore!

 J.Stephen.H