they don't know lonely like

They don't 

Know Lonely.

         +

+++++++++++

 They don't 

know lonely 

like 

I know lonely;

not that it's 

a 

Contest or 

anything,

though 

if it was ? 

I'd 

Win..

but.. it'd 

be 

A 

Lonely fuckin 

Victory 

because 

I 

wouldn't have 

Anyone 

to 

Celebrate it With.

(Lo,

Nobody 

Wants 

a 

Jeremy 

in 

The Box.)

And don't 

get 

Me started 

on 

Pain!

What most 

call 

*Pain* I 

call 

another Day 

minus 

A few less relics 

of 

a once composed 

Spirit 

Now 

Lost in this 

Matrix 

Sea 

Of Nothing. 

(The 

greatest/worst

Show never 

Shown.)

Yeah/no...

they..

don't know 

Lonely 

like 

I know Lonely, 

but,

I'm sure they know 

their 

Own Rendition 

of 

The 

Shit. 

&

(for them)

it's also 

The 

*greatest /worst 

Show on Earth never 

Shown* !

(and there's 

nobody 

for Them 

to 

Celebrate 

it With.)

J.Stephen.H.

The Guru

Try to remember 

that No one is ever 

truly lost, Or gone .

and Death is

NOT A Permanent

State; 

It is

A

Waiting Station 

For Departed

Souls

headed toward Another 

Endless DreaM; 

There are no

Final

Destinations..

Only temporary 

Realities being

constantly 

 

Modified by 

Our 

Thoughts. (and 

the 

Psycho-kinetic

energy 

that one's Thoughts

Produce.)

+

I realize all of that sounds 

like senselessly stale/cliché platitudes intended to soothe individuals in the throes of personal grief, and I wouldn't blame you for  choosing to view it as such.

But, I think that (on a deeper level) you  know it to be true.

+

I'm not tryin to sound like a Mystical-Minded, YouTube Spiritualist- Guru whackjob who greedily preys upon the vulnerabilities of the Broken Hearted and Despaired.

Yet there are sincerely OTHER PLACES Love. 

Other World's, and Verses 

that are spoken into existence simply by the sheer Faithfulness of The Wills' Belief. 

Beautiful Worlds for those who still believe in Such Sightless Beauty, and Horrific , Terrifying Worlds for those who allow their inner fears, and demons to devour the Finer Angels of Their Inner Ever-Being. 

It is a matter of both Perspective , and Perception.

and if you (By Will) more positively 

Change BOTH?  

You can change the World.

(YOUR WORLD.)

Paradoxica Mathematicus

 Paradoxica 

Mathematicus

+++++++++++++

 know this just as surely as I
that : 2+2 =whatever it
equals to YOU,
and NO OTHER can ever be
Another's Equal,
though we're all equally
"the same divided middle"
multiplied by The One Within 

Which is everything

and All. to the Point of Nothing.

(Eternally...)

j.s.h.

the voice

The Voice.

+++++++++++++

the truth??

No one has ever

heard

my genuine voice.

Because I have

not

found (or created)

it yet.

but soon

comes the day.

when the last

veil shall be lifted and

I

see a world of

rainbows where

only

Shadows once existed.

and will you be there

with me?

staring like The

ghost of history?

or forever

absent from My

Life?

A specter

Dead!

(Even in Memories.)

iN mY wOrLd

iN mY wOrLd.
+++++++++++

in my world,
a
Push always
comes
BeFoRe tHe
FaLL;

and i
always end
up

with angel
hand prints
across mY
bAcK.

(in pain to
the
point I have
to
CrAwL.)

+

for here i aM
a
GhOsT

haunting the
liVing DeAd;

my voice a
mere
echo of their
bestial
NeeDs!

and it's
horrifying
swimming through
such
HeAdS!

(choking on
Their
HearTs DiseAsE)

+
in my world
hello
came before
the
SileNcE..

(which seemed
a
Miracle when it
first Set.)

proceeded by
Misdeeds of
Violence!

(and followed
by  Lifetimes of
Regret.)

+

your turn bro, if
you deem this one
worthy of collabs.

Somewhere Else

Somewhere else.
+++++++++++++

I am
Somewhere
Else.

1,000
Smokes
In

to The
Nights
Grim
Eternity .

(where
Angel Tears
Collected
in
Beer Cans

Kill
Love's
HaTeFuL
MemoRy.)

+

There's no
Cure

For
Laughter's
Insanity.

(nor pill
to
Stifle Yesterday's
Screams.)

And
MY joKes
are

WaYs
of
SecretLy
WeePinG!

(for The
Ghosts who
Come in dreams. )

Eves deception

You know how I knew 

the old myth of Adam 

and eve was a crock of 

shit? 

In a realist work, Eve 

would've fallen in love

and ran off with the 

snake. (and not blamed 

him for her problems.)