And the Universe Laughs. (The Dreams destined to Kill Me)

 And The Universe Laughs.
(The Dreams Destined to Kill Me.)
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I have (many times)
 attempted to abandon
 my Pursuit of the Dreams
 Destined to Kill Me;
 but the Universe only
 Laughs in Glee!
 (All Knowing.)

They say my existence
 is obscured
 merely because
 I am a Mystery
 Unto My thinking-self;
 and (again)
 the Universe
 Laughs!...
 (since it knows each
 Mystery intimately Well.)

 I see Gods and Devils,...
 Heroes and Villains;..
 as Two Sides of A Coin which
 bears the Same ever-changing
 Center;..and (as Always) The
 Universe Simply Laughs!
 (inviting Me to Enter.)

 SO I have (many Times) attempted
 to End this Dream of Myself,..hoping
 I can somehow cease the Universal
 Laughter Heard in Every Shell;..
 but then the Universe might Weep!
 (and that would  be My Hell.)

 J.Stephen.H